to be
alone
Thought I'd been in love before,
but in my heart I wanted more.
Seems like all I really was doing was waiting for you.
- John Lennon at his finest, I dare say :$

I didn't think much of it then, but it's starting to all make sense.
I can see now that all of these clouds are following me in my desperate
endeavour to find my whoever, whoever he may be. Maybe him ^